Morning Pages 12814

Lord I am thankful for all you do. My heart is heavy, but I knew the outcome before I asked or sent the message. I'm still trying to make things happen because I think they should be that way. Please forgive me fo I have sinned by thought, word and deed. I ask that you show me the way. I know you must be tired of me because I'm sure you have directed my path and I've taken the other path. Controlling and jealousy are two demons that I haven't let go of yet. Please, Lord don't give up on me yet.