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A new day!

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I didn't talk to Kcyiqa or Jasmine first, but I wanted to take them to the food pantry to sign up for food. I would be their  proxy and bring it to them on the third of the month. As I sit here blogging do I want to add this task onto everything else that I do. I need to pray about things before I take them on. I know God will send me the answer.

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I'm still cleaning the kitchen counters off. I want the least amount of items left on it. I have to put the microwave back but in a different spot. I am going to put the liquor on the shelf.

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I'm still in my pj's. Just not feeling it today. I actually started cleaning off the counter tops in the kitchen.

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I was up very early today. Fee had an eight o'clock appointment at Rutgers' Dental School formerly (UMDNJ).

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I have so much to be thankful for. After I got upset about a situation that occurred. I didn't care when I saw my son. It was lifted from me. I know I anger or annoy my son when I say things or comment about things, but I don't care. I need to let him know how I feel. I know we all want the best for our children, but sometimes we need to step back and let go of them. Yesterday was a good day.  

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Days are going by so fast. This month will be out before you know it. I'm trying to get things done. I am trying to let go of things that are not in my control. I have much to do and I just need to stop saying it and do it. I am a procrastinator when I don't know how to approach a situation or thing. I have to brainstorm before I come up with a solution. I been eating too much and drinking too much at night before I go to bed. Last night wasn't too bad. I only got up once. I'm still working on checking myself when I'm sweating the small stuff. I'm moving towards letting go and letting God take charge of my life. I have to TRUST Him.

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I didn't have time to blog. I've been having weird dreams and I'm getting up every hour and a half to use the bathroom. I have to stop drinking so much water.  Got up feeling exhausted and wanted to stay home from church, but I pulled myself together and went. We were a little late.

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The first day of summer. I had to take a moment and blog a few lines. I forgot to blog yesterday. Don't know why that happened. I had all day to do it. I did absolutely nothing yesterday. Then before I went to bed I printed the church programs. I should have done that earlier.

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I was still thinking about a situation that happened two years ago.

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Going to bed thinking about a situation occurred two years ago isn't good because you wake up thinking about the same thing. I'm sweating the small stuff. I have to let it go now! If I don't I'll be wasting my gift.

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I have to TRUST God. He works it all out in the long run.

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Today is Bernice's birthday. I forget her order of birth, but she's fifty-two today. I'm so behind on things that I should have done, but I don't care. It's not that I don't care it's that I'm trying not to rush al the time. I always try to cram so much in one day. I want to try to take my time and go with the flow. If it happens or if I get it all done then great and if not I will try to complete it the next day. I pray daily and I am Letting Go and Letting God direct my path. I have to Trust in Him. I know he will always make a way. I know that no matter what happens or how it may look. God is in control of my life.

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I'm so thankful!

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Today's a beautiful day!

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A New Day!

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Missed blogging on Friday.

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Another day that God has made. It's raining again but without the rain things won't grow. I ate very late last night had a problem and I had a drink of rum last night. In fact I had two drinks. What was on my mind? I can't even say. What was bothering me? I don't know! Oh well, I'm up and getting ready to start my day. Laundry is on my agenda, and going to my grandson's concert is the next thing.

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Crazy thoughts and dreams flowing through my mind. I have to stop eating late. Time to change my lifestyle. I've been hanging onto this one too long. I need to renew and revitalize me.

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Crazy dreams are happening again. I'm not sure why, but I'm dreaming about my colleagues and a party, and then about old friends that I haven't seen in a long time. I feel good about me today. I am working on positive affirmations. Speaking good things into existence. I've dwelt on the negative for so long. I'm bringing negative things back to me. I know what good will come when you give it to God and He will order your time and blessings. I went to my rheumatologist yesterday and for the first time since I've been see this kind of doctor. My new rheumatologist gave me exercises to do to help strengthen my knees and help my hands. I know now I have to ask more questions when I visit my doctors.

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I have thoughts of thankfulness. I'm so thankful for all that I am and all that I have. I don't know why I feel guilty when I say no to my mother. She wanted me to buy her some sheets after my doctor's appointment. I told her I wasn't going to do that. It's never enough for her. She always needs me to do something for her. I am taking her to the doctor tomorrow. You would think she could wait until then. She's waited this long. I know this is small stuff but she annoys the hell out of me. It's never enough.

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Speak good things into existence. What comes out of our mouth should be positive things.

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I've been having lustful dreams. I'm angry with myself for doing for others and going out of my way and not being appreciated for what I've done. I'm sweating the small stuff. I have to know when to say no and not feel bad about saying it. I'm not trying to be malicious or revengeful. I just have to stop trying to do everything for everyone.

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I haven't watched the news and I feel a little left out, but so much violence. It's such a wicked world. These are the times of the beast, but our Lord is coming soon. I find myself thinking about people and then they call or show up. I have to continue on this path that God has for me. I have to Let Go! I continue to pray for my family.

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I should start blogging as soon as I get up but I don't and then what I wanted to get rid of may not be there.

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I had a dream about my sister Rose or I should say she was in my dream. She got her hair done and it was full of curls. She stopped using panthenol an ingredient found in shampoos and her hair was growing. I not sure what's going on with me. I missed placed the remote to the television in the living room. Where could it be? Did I throw it away? I put my deposit down for my quilt retreat trip; can't wait to get away. I don't know what I'm feeling. I see the mercies of God each and every day. I see His mercies through nature, through my grandson WP2. God has been so good to my family; all of my family. Thank you Lord for this day and everyday. I have to remember that each day is a gift, so I have to open it and use it to its fullest. To God be the Glory for the things He has done!

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I went to bed early last night. Woke up a couple of times going to the bathroom. When I drink too much before bedtime I go several times throughout the night. I keep telling myself that I'm going to stop at a certain time but I don't. I don't know why I continue to sweat the small stuff. I continue to let little things bother me because I want to be in control and when things don't go the way I think they should I get out of control. I'm not trying hard enough to let go of things.

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I find myself in a state of nothing. I'm not moving forward. I feel like I'm going backwards. I'm not sure why, but I know I have to TRUST that God will show me my purpose. What am I suppose to be doing? I know I have several things that I do during the week, but is this what I'm to do. I have to stop trying to make things alright and Let Go! Change has to happen that's how we know we are growing.  look at my grandchildren and see how they have grown. It happens so fast although it's not. Time waits for no one, so lets not close our eyes because you will miss it.  Thank you God for this day!

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Wow a new month begins!