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Didn't get to blog today, but I wanted to post the date.

Morning Pages 5714

Feeling a little overwhelmed. I have triple duty today. I have my grandson and I have to take my mom to the doctor. I feel I can do it but I know it will be a tremendous task. I forgot that she had an appointment today. I was trying to see who I could get to take her but there was no one available. My other sisters and brother are working. So right now I'm left with the task. I'm going to leave Fajer at home. I pray this is the right thing to do. I feel tired and I've only been home five days. I'm always trying to please someone or extend my time. I really have to stop doing that. I don't mind but then I'm feeling some sort of way after I say yes. I need a little loving; that's all I need. Someone to rub my back and caress my body, and I'll do the same. Oh well, I haven't too many thoughts flowing in my head. I think I'm going to stop writing my morning pages for awhile. Not sure yet! Until tomorrow. . . Thank God for another beautiful day.

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I went to bed after the channel two news, but I wasn't feeling the same as I did while I was away. I had thoughts of intimacy and needed to be held and loved. I knew this was not going to happen. I wanted it so much but didn't pleasure myself. I went to sleep. I was up several times during the night because I drank too much water.

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I did it! I went on a nine day cruise. At first I didn't want to go because I thought I had so much to take care of; that's the control freak in me, but after planning with my sister Debbie and getting things in order. She took care of everything. I was able to relax and enjoy myself. I am so thankful that I worked smarter and not harder and was able to relax.

Morning Pages 42414

I didn't sleep good. I was up a couple of times using the bathroom. I really haven't had time to blog like I did in the beginning of the year. I will have to decide if I'm going to keep blogging my morning pages.

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Wow! I'm thrilled and yet I feel as though I have so much to do before I sail tomorrow. My sister wasn't too happy with going to her old apartment. I know my mom isn't happy that I'm leaving because her birthday is the 29th of this month. I haven't been writing a lot. I have to get back to my morning pages. Now that I'm going away I may not be blogging for ten days. Wow! maybe there's a computer on board and I can still blog later in the day.

Evening Pages 42214

I started off my day trying to get things set, so when I'm away I know the bills will be taken care of.