Morning Pages 5714

Feeling a little overwhelmed. I have triple duty today. I have my grandson and I have to take my mom to the doctor. I feel I can do it but I know it will be a tremendous task. I forgot that she had an appointment today. I was trying to see who I could get to take her but there was no one available. My other sisters and brother are working. So right now I'm left with the task. I'm going to leave Fajer at home. I pray this is the right thing to do. I feel tired and I've only been home five days. I'm always trying to please someone or extend my time. I really have to stop doing that. I don't mind but then I'm feeling some sort of way after I say yes. I need a little loving; that's all I need. Someone to rub my back and caress my body, and I'll do the same. Oh well, I haven't too many thoughts flowing in my head. I think I'm going to stop writing my morning pages for awhile. Not sure yet! Until tomorrow. . . Thank God for another beautiful day.