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I didn't talk to Kcyiqa or Jasmine first, but I wanted to take them to the food pantry to sign up for food. I would be their  proxy and bring it to them on the third of the month. As I sit here blogging do I want to add this task onto everything else that I do. I need to pray about things before I take them on. I know God will send me the answer.

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I'm still cleaning the kitchen counters off. I want the least amount of items left on it. I have to put the microwave back but in a different spot. I am going to put the liquor on the shelf.

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I'm still in my pj's. Just not feeling it today. I actually started cleaning off the counter tops in the kitchen.

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I was up very early today. Fee had an eight o'clock appointment at Rutgers' Dental School formerly (UMDNJ).

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I have so much to be thankful for. After I got upset about a situation that occurred. I didn't care when I saw my son. It was lifted from me. I know I anger or annoy my son when I say things or comment about things, but I don't care. I need to let him know how I feel. I know we all want the best for our children, but sometimes we need to step back and let go of them. Yesterday was a good day.  

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Days are going by so fast. This month will be out before you know it. I'm trying to get things done. I am trying to let go of things that are not in my control. I have much to do and I just need to stop saying it and do it. I am a procrastinator when I don't know how to approach a situation or thing. I have to brainstorm before I come up with a solution. I been eating too much and drinking too much at night before I go to bed. Last night wasn't too bad. I only got up once. I'm still working on checking myself when I'm sweating the small stuff. I'm moving towards letting go and letting God take charge of my life. I have to TRUST Him.

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I didn't have time to blog. I've been having weird dreams and I'm getting up every hour and a half to use the bathroom. I have to stop drinking so much water.  Got up feeling exhausted and wanted to stay home from church, but I pulled myself together and went. We were a little late.