I'm not in control. It's hard when you finally realize that you are a control freak. You have to be in everything and know what's going on at all times. I'm that person. I always had to be on top of the situation; making sure that I made it happen. Even when there were obstacles in the way. I was the protector, the go getter, I can't fail.
Who am I . . . I had to let go and let God. . . I'm not in control of anything. God has all power and He is all knowing. Lowly me! How could i think I had the control. I am still struggling with this condition but I have let go and I know that God has always been the controller.
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