Out of control . . .

I felt helpless. Everything seemed to be falling apart. I felt like my plans or schedule was thrown away and I had no say in what I needed. Why me? and I hear a voice in my head that says, Why not you? I feel all alone, and I just want to throw in the towel. Then, when I stop and collect my thoughts. I realize that I'm making a big thing out of nothing and that this season will pass. I'm trying not to give up. I think, I'm just angry because I am not in charge or in control of what is going on in my life.