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I've been having lustful dreams. I'm angry with myself for doing for others and going out of my way and not being appreciated for what I've done. I'm sweating the small stuff. I have to know when to say no and not feel bad about saying it. I'm not trying to be malicious or revengeful. I just have to stop trying to do everything for everyone.

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I haven't watched the news and I feel a little left out, but so much violence. It's such a wicked world. These are the times of the beast, but our Lord is coming soon. I find myself thinking about people and then they call or show up. I have to continue on this path that God has for me. I have to Let Go! I continue to pray for my family.

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I should start blogging as soon as I get up but I don't and then what I wanted to get rid of may not be there.

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I had a dream about my sister Rose or I should say she was in my dream. She got her hair done and it was full of curls. She stopped using panthenol an ingredient found in shampoos and her hair was growing. I not sure what's going on with me. I missed placed the remote to the television in the living room. Where could it be? Did I throw it away? I put my deposit down for my quilt retreat trip; can't wait to get away. I don't know what I'm feeling. I see the mercies of God each and every day. I see His mercies through nature, through my grandson WP2. God has been so good to my family; all of my family. Thank you Lord for this day and everyday. I have to remember that each day is a gift, so I have to open it and use it to its fullest. To God be the Glory for the things He has done!

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I went to bed early last night. Woke up a couple of times going to the bathroom. When I drink too much before bedtime I go several times throughout the night. I keep telling myself that I'm going to stop at a certain time but I don't. I don't know why I continue to sweat the small stuff. I continue to let little things bother me because I want to be in control and when things don't go the way I think they should I get out of control. I'm not trying hard enough to let go of things.

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I find myself in a state of nothing. I'm not moving forward. I feel like I'm going backwards. I'm not sure why, but I know I have to TRUST that God will show me my purpose. What am I suppose to be doing? I know I have several things that I do during the week, but is this what I'm to do. I have to stop trying to make things alright and Let Go! Change has to happen that's how we know we are growing.  look at my grandchildren and see how they have grown. It happens so fast although it's not. Time waits for no one, so lets not close our eyes because you will miss it.  Thank you God for this day!

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Wow a new month begins!